I fall in love with the wrong people who seem like the right people at first, and then when they're not right I can't say no.
The person I chat most with is my assistant, who has been with me since March, and the amount that she and I cover in her twelve hour work week is astounding. Last week it was childhood sexual abuse. This week it is my lack of boundaries and inability to say no.
MBG said, "it's interesting/weird [cannot remember the exact word he used] that you have so much control over your life- you own your business, you're a mother, you bought a house, you have a Toronto apartment, but then you are with these people who are so obviously not right for you and you don't feel you can do anything about it."
I'm paraphrasing, but we are in complete agreement.
I've been trying to get out of this relationship for THREE YEARS, but then good times happen and they're so good and all the bad times fade and I have hope (where I shouldn't).
When I last left this blog I was 23 and all I did was talk about my lovelife and THAT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN, nearly 20 years later.
Except, I guess it just did.
7:37 a.m. - November 05, 2021
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