THAT'S IT! I'VE HAD IT! I CAN'T TAKE IT MUCH LONGER!

This lack of physical contact is driving me bezerk.

40 days. 40 days. 40 days and 40 nights left, and then we'll meet again and I won't have to worry about it ever again.

Long distance relationships are fucking stupid. Let me just lay it out on the line. Emails are wonderful. E-dates are wonderful... but fucking stupid over 5000kms, across the Atlantic Ocean, on two different continents... the stupidest idea in the history of mankind.

Nearly four months apart now. Four entire months. I've only had a couple of hugs by friends. Kisses on the cheek by Euros. No holding hands. No touching legs while watching movies. No staring into each others eyes. No sleeping with someone. No spooning. No sex. Nothing.

Ahhhhh!!!

That's it. I just needed to say it outloud.